just trying to be strong..

Old Friend

(Dimas Ario – Ballads Of The Cliche)

I’m searching for myself

And trying to be strong

Under the dark of night

I’m sitting here alone

And no one can see me

Cause I don’t want to be seen

And the loneliness has come

As an old friend


Oh my beloved friend

Don’t you ever come again

You make me feel so blue

And I don’t know what to do

Like drizzle before the rain

Fell at the right time

The time keeps holding me

I just want to go home right now

I get up with strength

But it seems never enough

I’m trying so hard

And I forgot about the heart….

from King Diego at Luthfi Palace

from King Diego at Luthfi Palace

Perasaan gw malem ini sama kaya apa yang ada di dalem lagu itu..

Gw akuin, gw sedang capek menutup semua realita.. Dan kelemahan utama gw “LARI” masih mendominasi sifat gw..

“PAYAH LO CHA!!PAYAH!!”

ya, gw akuin gw payah, makanya gw mau minta maaf atas perasaan gw ini.. Gw menyerah… Seberapa kencengpun gw lari, seberapa hebatpun gw sembuyi, gw pasti akan tetep ketauan..

Apa gw akan bersembunyi lagi?

*tears*

ps : thanks to diego for the photo – taken from his office, jakarta’s sunset.. so beautiful


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2 thoughts on “just trying to be strong..

  1. amri luthfi says:

    sembunyi lah di balik kaca. *maksudnya mrii* .gw jg ga tau kenapa tiba2 kata itu muncul di otak gw. so nice picture. diego siapa tuh cha ??..wah pasti orangnya seperti fotonya yah.

    quoute of the day. “tidak ada yang payah, yang ada adalah orang yang tidak mau bangkit dari kekalahan. dan nyaman dengan kekalahan.”

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